Oh Corri, how I wished I had known all of this before marriage back in 1965! Sweetie, you crack me up! But, boy am I learning! When you said something about going around in a state of arousal....it made me think of something I wouldn't admit until now. The reason I thought a lot had to do with hormones, but now I know it wasn't that.... it was instead, as some call it "fake" in-love feelings...and it happened during the time slot I was contacting the OM by way of computer. Anyway, at work one day it was like something just hit me....I mean it just washed over me like....I don't know...a bath of hormones....sexual hormones at that! (and I had just started some new stuff...hormones, so I wondered if it was that.)I guess it was those chemicals (fake or otherwise) that had been built up inside and let loose all at once.
Man, I looked around to see if anyone was looking at me. I wasn't doing anything but standing at the copy machine....lol. I went to drop the mail into the drop box outside the office .....and low and behold..I even walked differently....not like an old 59 year old woman! WELL! I didn't know what was happening....but it felt good. (lol) I wouldn't mind that all the time...only thing, it would be hard to focus on work.
So, perhaps your insight on the subject has helped explain to me some things about my own sexuality today. Thanks!
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
