Plank removed from eye, too late for WAW? 5

[Heimlich]

Thanks, OT. I know that, just don't want to believe it. I'm pretty sure she gave up from a combo of me not changing and her still having feelings for him. Stupid me for trusting her -- I never made an issue of her continuing to work in the same company. Maybe should have.

It's just so damn frustrating that I finally figured [censored] out and she's moved on. Other than the idiocy of thinking that a man like that is someone to possibly build a life with, I know that I don't really have a hold on her. It's just that I know, deep down, that if she spent the time talking to me, not her mom or OM or anyone else, we could sort this out because our differences aren't that huge. AAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIEEEEEEEE.


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