All hope is lost/help

[Evie]

What do you want to change about yourself?

Good question. I know I obviously do need to change, but how do you know what to change? I'd like to feel loved, desired etc etc

I've never been on my own to really know what I want or how to be independant. I was married the 1st time very young and then moved in & married current H without a break inbetween.

I've taken up yoga, which is fab for my inner calm & PMA.

I can be negative and I tend to fortune tell, I am trying to be more positive and learning to take one day at a time and be PATIENT. Sometimes it's so hard and I panic and have a back slide.

I am quite homely and H has always been more impulsive in all ways than me. I won't become impulsive with money but I am trying to accept more invitations to go out and to do things on my own or with the kids that I wouldn't have before.

The C we went to see said they needed to know how we wanted to proceed because if we had different views on counselling it would alter the way they counselled us. I wanted to try and work things out. H wanted to work at been able to end the M amicably and come out as friends. Until I went on this site, I really didn't think there was much faith to be put into a counsellor.

Thanks for reading.

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