Thank you waw, but dont call me that until I actually do it!! I am gathering all my strength and courage.
You know I never actaully "felt" used after we have sex. If anything, this last time I felt like why did I give in even though I wasnt in the mood at the time.I hould of given him "the speech", but he did get me of guard and I wanst expecting him to iniate.
IMO I thought the last time kinda sucked anyways.I feel like Ive lost the "sychrinizing" way we use to move while having sex?? Do you understand? Now, or at least the last couple of times I felt like it took more hard work for me to get it "right".
