Chicki you are my hero! I love strong girls that aren't afraid to go after what they want. I know it will be tough giving up the lovin' but you might feel better about it if H finally removes his head from his rear and comes home for the right reasons and works on your M.
Like CVA, stop making us jealous with all this sex talk!
Me: 30 EX-H: 37 DD: 5 Separated 6/07. MC for months, EX-H quit MC. Divorce Final 8/14/08. Trying to move on with new life.