Well, if I have this serious talk w/ H like I want to regarding our sex only R, I will be risking NO sex at all! I think that is a risk I will have to take.

I want to tell him that I need more than just sex and I need him to commit 100% to me and our M. I dont think H has ever been the first to break it off with anyone. Just like in this A, I had to be the one to push him out of the house and go live w/ OW.

I dont know about you guys but thinking about the upcoming holidays kinda gets me sad. No Santa Clause to walk up to on Xmas day. I need to get out of this funk.