Do wonders never cease?...

[lester]

running,

You want to talk about accusations. Every time she can't find her phone she thinks I took it. I'm so detached I could care less about her phone. I guess she just doesn't see me the way I do. That's about to change. I'm planning on letting her go this week. Gonna be like,

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and while I still love you, I can’t be in a threesome marriage. If you choose to leave so be it, in fact, it may be better if you do. When we got married we entered in eyes wide open and chose each other. So just like those days I can’t force you to want to be with me. You must be willing to stay of your own accord and so I want to make it clear what you choose is up to you – I am moving on.

Now if I can find the courage to say that calmly and almost aloof I’ll be set. I’m trying to work on getting my mind wrapped around this. I have been trying to let her make her decision but now I see she just takes that as I’ll accept any abuse she dishes out. Need to change tact, I think, let her know what I will or will not accept and the choice is hers. Love her but I’m not keeping her here.