I can't seem to shake this pit I am in.

I can't seem to drop the boiling anger I have.

I can't seem to drop the resentment/entitlement.

I can't seem to stop the fecking adolescent pouting fits I get into.

I can't seem to figure out who I am or who I am not or who I want to be.

I'm wrecking my M because I can't seem to be the man that I need to be for myself and for my W so that she has a rock against which she can get her sh!t together.

All I know is I don't want to be here, but I am, and my ball keeps rolling back to this point.

How can she trust me when everytime she tests I slip?

I know ... I know ... BUCK UP BIG FELLA, BE A MAN, KNOW WHAT YOU WANT AND GO GET IT!!!

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Chrome

p.s. I'm seeing my C tomorrow, I think ...

"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"

Inertia Creeps by Massive Attack