All hope is lost/help

[Evie]

So he's already making plans to leave? - That was 3 weeks ago and he is still in the house. I took this as a positive as he hadn't done anything (not that I know of?).

Today I'm feeling a bit panicky. We cancelled a skiing holiday that we had booked for December. The company will honour the deposit until the end of the season. My D will be in France working for a Ski company during her gap year and I'm trying to arrange a visit to go and see her in the new year. H has emailed me and said if I dont use the deposit with this company then he will take our S at Easter. H had suggested in the past that we use the deposit and go away as a family. I have just emailed him and asked could we not go as a family still? I've obsviously rocked the boat as H has not replied. I know it is 5 months away, but to me I read it that H doesn't plan to be around by then?

I was going to ask if people thought it would be a good idea to tell him I love him? I know the books suggest I don't, but occasionally I feel he should know that I still do Love him. His behaviour often mirror's mine and I thought it may be a way iniating piecing.

Need PMA today. I will go home now and try and stop fortune telling?

Cat - How's hubby?

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