Quoting Jethro: This led me to ask if she still missed OM. She told me she did sometimes.
I envy that your W is willing to share with you her feelings, no matter how brutually honest. It shows she wants to have nothing to hide from you!! That she is willing to tear down those walls and keep nothing between you from here on out in order to give you a chance to be as close as humanly possible.
... and LL is so right! That's the main reason I had to get away from here for a while, but circumstances last night blew that strategy out of the water... but you already know about that ...