Iv'e been trying to think of positive ways to brooch all sorts of R talk without seeming like im'e needy or whining.I need to figure out how to ask for what I want without scaring him. And work on his and my communication. I over the years have stopped communicating in the R because he won't talk. Not that I wanted to but because he didn't.H just though that if you didn't talk it would go away. i think we both built up resentment in the R.
I could say, I like it when you tell me how nice I look( if he does tell me. I can't just say it out of the blue), or when you say I love you it makes me feel loved. What do you think? Can you add more to this CL, MAT , Nikki, OT?
H did say last nite believe it or not that he decided to stay home from seeing his dad because we needed time to do things together.(like bow target shooting) He took me to dinner (fast food Salad) as we had to pick up some things for his Mom and hurried home so we could do shooting before it got Dark. Damn, im'e getting good might even be able to deer hunt with bow!
SO things in MOP are moving along well but, I still am very much on guard to the fact that they could change tomorrow, and keep Dbing as if.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
