Yeah... so last night it was like being in that song.. ."2 steps forward.. 3 steps back"
She said she would call me between class and when she was studying. At 11:40, I texted her and asked if she was OK. She responded saying she was and she was on her way home.
I left a note on the door:"Gorgeous, Hope your studying went well and that you got your project done. Sweet Dreams J"
She came up and just woke me up (no kiss on the cheek). I asked if she got everything done etc and she said she had. I said good and rolled over. She asked what was wrong, and I told her that I was concerned about her. She said thank you and thanks for understanding and went to bed.
Must've been a good evening I guess.
Found another good book... "Good Husband, Great Marriage". Not sure I agree 100% with what the guy is saying, but it follows the basic principles of everything else (make the changes in yourself, etc)I've read and heard.
I can say a few things now:
1. I appreciate what I have done to steer my marriage in the wrong direction. 2. I know have thoughts and ideas of how to treat a woman that I never have had before. 3. I have an anger issue that I believe I can control. 4. I'm a better person today than I was 2 weeks ago. 5. Whether or not my W wants to work this out, I will be a better man, father and husband for someone.
