Hey..Jethro..sorry things are kinda down for you..but the question you pose is one that I think about all the time..and h and I are seperated and I don't even know where it is heading..but I do wonder if he chooses to come back..will it always be there..whatever "it" is. When if ever will it be the same..but then we don't want all of the old m back..so we need to be able to mix the good things from the old m with the new. I can see why d is so much easier in some ways..yet it is not what I want.We are all working our butts off and never feel like we are getting anywhere...yet we all are and we just don't see it..the rewards are there if we can foccus on good and not bad all the time.Oh such a journey..Hang in there. Sue
