I'm so confused with her right now. Sometimes, it seems like she really misses me and wants to be with me and sometimes I feel like I'm an annoyance that she has to deal with. Could just be my insecurity. In any case, creating an effective game plan has become difficult because it seems like she keeps changing the field on me. On some days, a soft touch and open heart do the trick but if I bring that every time, I get hurt and then I'm off my game. I guess I don't understand how to detach. I don't want to continue to get hurt but I feel I need to maintain the level of openness and concern that has already worked to draw her closer. Seems like they're mutually exclusive things to my untrained brain.
