Well, she seems to have been dating OM for two weeks, she says it is sexless, but I know better. She won't even sit next to him or they won't touch each other because she thinks it will hurt my feelings. Well, it might, but what choice do I have in that? I have to deal one way or the other.
I guess I am finally detaching to the point her dating doesn't bother me. I am feeling some much better about me in this process. I feel each time I hurt over my M and detach a little more, I get stronger...its very empowering.
We havent filed yet, probably because neither of us have the money to. But W said she would file if she got into a serious R with someone.
I don't know...I feel so detached, but then still have moments of missing what could have been. I do still love her very much, but realize letting her go is my way of showing her I always will love her.
