Journaling:

Kids talked to me today about what H is saying/asking.

He is asking the kids if I am dating, how I plan to afford to stay in the house. He told my son that I need to stop talking about him to people, especially my parents because what are they going to think of him???? He also said what is going to happen if they die suddenly and they think bad of him?

Maybe some introspection happening here.

My daughter also handed me an insurance form from H. H told her that mom needs to keep this in her car in case anything happens to her.


Me: 45
H: 43
Married: 19 years
Dated 05 years
Bomb: 11/06 OW - "I love her, but still want you as my friend"

Kids: 16 (s)
13 (d)
2 (d)

"If god is for us, who can be against us"