I am slowly doing better, although I don't expect that this will feel better right away; that is, I expect that I will still have pain for the next little while.
I am doing what always suggested, and thinking of this as a positive. Yes, it does free me completely. I will assume that they are going to get married, as thinking they will break up is not healthy for me.
What I don't get, is why they have to get engaged before H is even divorced! What's the rush? Unless she's pregnant, of course. Who knows? They've known each other for less than a year. I really don't understand this.
I am hoping she will have his kid, they will split, and he will end up paying CS for two families, ha ha ha ha ha! That would get him in the only place he hurts - his wallet.
No, that's just being vindictive. I really hope that my kids are happy with whatever happens, that they are loved and well cared for.
On the good side, though - if H is in a hurry, I'm hoping he'll just agree to my proposals for the D.
It hurts that he is willing to pledge his love to someone else, that he is willing to stand up in front of friends and family, and say that he will love her always. Of course, we all know how much those vows mean to him. If he gets married in a church, I think I will vomit. He should be struck down by lightning.
Ugh, anyway, thank you so much for all your love and support. I'm having a glass of wine, and then I want to get the kids to bed and have an early night.
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