uh...as much as when I'm a "victim" of tooth decay, I'm at the mercy of the dentist. so what's your point?
Oh... do I have to have a point? Because if I did, that must mean I'd have a purpose, I would understand well the point I am making... and I would stay with it until I made it. Because I have a point. I have a purpose.
Otherwise, I'm just kind of babbling and confusing the hell out of everyone who cares to listen to me... just kind of saying... well, I'm NOT quiet, at least...
Just curious to know what your fear is of claiming 'Who You Are,' and then BEING that. Maybe you don't know, and that's okay... but for the people in your life... especially ones you profess to love, it helps quite a bit for you to at least say... "I don't know."
And maybe you ARE in fact... this very confused man who says to the world, "I AM Who I SAY I am NOT, in any given moment." And then that would help, too... cuz then I know not to believe you, and I don't waste my time with guessing games. We all move on with life.
Ah. But... you sure do get a lot of ATTENTION when you are at the mercy of others, huh? Or at least when you can CONVINCE the world you are at its mercy... {nod}.
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as much as when I'm a "victim" of tooth decay, I'm at the mercy of the dentist.
I don't see how you are at his mercy. You and he are solving your tooth problem.
And if that is what you and your co-workers are doing right now... solving this problem TOGETHER, it would help a great deal if you just said that. The way you laid it out the other day made it sound like the whole thing was YOUR issue to solve. And we all know, you are NOT a programmer. Hm. Yeah. But Cac, hey... what if you were a Network Engineer AND a problem solver? Then all of a sudden, the phrase, "I'm NOT a programmer," is irrelevant... and not even worth stating.
