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[lester]

goinginsane. stop what you are doing and go your local ER. This is not something to be messing with. If you do nothing else SEEK MEDICAL HELP NOW. As someone who has had to walk in to those scenes you must seek help now. Call in sick, whatever but SEEK HELP NOW. If you don't feel you can make it to a medical facility dial 911 or 112 (not sure where you live).

As an EMT of 10 yrs experience I don't need to paint a gory picture here. But trust me you DON'T want to do this.