I know that it seems like everytime we get to a place where we are feeling o.k., yet another bomb drops.
That is exactly what I was just thinking. There I was, doing well - at last - and now this. F*CK! Will it never end?
Thank you all for being here for me - you are all such a blessing. I just want this pain to end, and I feel like it never will.
I cancelled my afternoon class. I actually went in and then I told them what happened. I know that probably sounds strange, since most teachers wouldn't say that kind of thing, but these are second year (college) students, and I've had a lot of them before. Honestly, I really don't care that they know.
They were very sweet, actually. The girls all suggested crashing the wedding, and the boys wanted to beat him up!! They couldn't believe he'd emailed me.
I think what the hurts the most about all this is that he wouldn't give "us" another try, but he is willing to pledge his love to someone else. How in the hell did she get him to propose? I guess she could be pregnant. They haven't even been together for a year yet!
Ugh - what next? My kids will probably end up with a nice little half-brother or half-sister - and I'm the one who wanted more kids - he didn't.
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