Thanks to all who posted to me. I think that I once again got my head on straight and now just need to stop thinking about this stuff. I just didn't want to stop posting without thanking the people who came here and offered support and advice.

IMP, I am sorry that you had such a hard time posting to me. Your advice was both good and truly appreciated. So good, in fact, that I have nothing of value left to say. I can't very well argue with your assessment that it is time to move on.

The things that stood in my way were all fear based. I don't want to live like that or come across as that type of person.

Thanks to all of you. You are a special group of people and I hope the best for each and every one of you!