Creating happiness

[princess_nic]

Well the day has come. The day that I dreaded, expected yet didn't expect.

I just got an email from H telling me that he and his gf are engaged. No date set, but he was letting me know before he tells the kids.

I am in shock.

I kind of thought he might marry her b/c she is in a position that she would want to get married (32, one kid who is 5), but at the same time, I am just so hurt.

He told me last November that he wasn't the type who could be married, that he couldn't be faithful or emotionally intimate. And now, he is going to say the same vows he said to me, to someone else.

I know I'm better off w/o him, but my God, this hurts. I can't believe that he gets to find happiness while I'm still alone. It sucks!

Please, please post with some support. I am at work and I have to teach in an hour. I don't know how I'm going to do it.

Oh, I emailed him back and said, "Thanks for telling me and I hope that you will be happy together."

N