Good morning--I don't have a lot of time, but wanted to drop in and give you a pat on the back. Don't hold your breath for OW to come to you asking for forgiveness, but give it anyway. It's for YOU. Same for your H.
I have shared the fantasy you wrote...but it is fading as we get further away from the drama of the last year(s). I may never see my H beg for forgiveness on his knees, but I hope at some point my H goes through that with God whether I'm there to witness it or not.
As for regaining respect...I think that's gonna take a long time and a lot of real action on H's part as well as some work on your part to let go of the hurtful memories.
Good luck with the potential job and have a great day!
