I hadn't previosly been very religious but I have cried and prayed to God lately because I've been falling apart. I know I've survived before my wife but she has been so much a part of my life for 22 years that I can't turn that off. I personally felt that husband and wife become like one. So yes I survived before my wife, but being together all these years changes everything and she is not only my wife but actually now part of me and I'm sorry but I can't let that go. Just picturing her with someone else breaks my soul and my spirit.
