Again I appreciate everyone's responses. I can understand what everyone is saying but my emotions and heart can not. I've seen a therpists for a few weeks and it has not helped. People can say I should be like a man and I'm acting ridiculus but I can't help the way I feel. I am spiraling out of control. My wife is moving out on Friday and I just wish someone would take me out of my mysery. Financially my family would be better if I wasn't in the picture. Death is scary but I don't know if it's worse than all the pain I am in. As it gets closer to her moving out day, the anxiety and fear becomes worse and I just feel that I'm drowing and panicing.
