I tell you I'm a muscian. I tell you I am NOT a flute player. I keep giving you and endless list of all the instruments I don't play... does that help you in understanding what it is I do play? Kinda, sorta... cuz you know what I am NOT... but in terms of knowing what I am... we're still playing a guessing game. Yes?
Simple answer of yes or no will suffice for now. I don't want to hurt your head and ask you to run down the road of understanding...