The View From the Bottom

[hopefloats7]

Thanks. I appreciate it.
Honestly Truelove, my H is fairly awake but we are not anywhere near reconciling. My situation seems a bit different than many others here (including yours) where the H seems to have received reality like a dose of cold water on his head and comes back to the LBS wanting to work it out.
My H knows the damage he caused, but has decided his guilt trumps all and it would never work out because he cannot forgive himself. At least not now. And perhaps, not ever. That's why I'm not exactly waiting for a chance to get back together, because it's very likely not going to happen in my case.
I do, however, pray for yours and others here.

I haven't heard from H in a few days now. He'll be in touch this week once the house is sold, I know. And he'll have received that old printed out email I sent him. Wonder if that will have gotten him thinking.

I had a good day spent with family today. Really beautiful fall weather, too. I appreciate the good times spent doing positive things. They mean everything in life.

Hugs to all of you. Thank you for all of your posts and help. I lean on you when you least expect it.
love,
Hope