Thanks to all. The vacation is a good idea .. maybe I'll send a postcard to H while I'm there!! lol!!
Always, it seems as though my story never ends. Even the divorce has not ended the ride, although it's no longer a roller coaster. It's more like a bus and I am doing the driving these days.
I should have organized my thoughts like Hope did when she wrote about contact from her H. There are a couple of things that I forgot to mention:
H said he has been searching for happiness for the past two years but has not found it. He said he still does not know what he is searching for because he is not happy. However, he said he keeps returning to what he was originally running from (i.e., me).
H said several times that he wished I had "stopped him" a couple of years ago. (Well, I would have if I could have, but how do you stop a runaway train?)
Other things will probably come to mind in the next few days. I will write them as I remember them.
