Hi Nanah - That is a great idea but the only problem is that my H works a lot including weekends and it just wouldn't be possible. My best friend has offered for me to come stay with her for a few days and let me tell you I so could use that but it's just not possible. I am the one who is always with my S my H used to be such a great dad and he still is to a point but since he is always working my S really only sees him in the morning before work and on the weekends during the day because he works nights on weekends. That was a great idea and thank you for that but it's just not possible. I have taken your advice about a song like Ally Mcbeal and I have come up with "I will survive". It's probably corny because I bet a lot of people use it but it does seem to help. Thank you soooooooo much for your help you are so great and I wish you all of the best because you are the best. Thank you for taking the time to listen and respond. Have a great time with your best friend. Hugs to you............Very Sad