H went out of town for business. He had moved back home(again) on the advice of our T that we need to be under the same roof to learn to deal with the issues when they come up and not runaway form each other. I just hate having him around- My stress level just goes up!! He went to Atlanta -he just found out about this Wednesday and wanted me to go but I just couldn't- the kids have football and baseball etc... so I am freaked out about him cheating if the opportunity comes up. I am so sure he won't refuse. I do try to trust him but it is very hard to, Also 3 out of 5 kids are sick with a stomach bug and sore throats- I took the baby to my mom so she wouldn't catch it hopefully. He gets a mini "vacation" and I get to deal with everything ughhh- but you guys know how it is...
I am having such a hard time finding love in my heart for him. But I must do what's right, what's that though?
Lisa
Me:37 H:38 6 kids first bomb 8/05 (ow involved) piecing 7/06 second bomb 3/07 ow involved wash rinse repeat.... huge move to start over 2/11 more affairs H left for good 8/12
