I think I knew he was still home, lwb, sorry for the lapse, my brain is fried from all the sneezing. my h did the couch thing...I hated it. I can't even remember if I was the one who put him there or if he moved there, but I don't want a roomie, I want a husband, so the couch did not work for me. nope, not at all. and he got rather comfy down there most of the time. did yell at me once that he was relagated to it and that I should ask him back to the bed, I did ask him once and he refused. its all rather sketchy now. I just know if he ever comes back home, I will not do the couch thing again, I want a real husband or I don't want him here.
neph, the double standard thing really is annoying. he doesn't get it. he so easily lies to me now, whereas I am not a liar in general so I need to go to the not talking about it, rather than possibly lying. trying, trying, trying to get things back on track and back about myself. I really did have a good weekend overall, so won't let that spoil it.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
