Just Journaling I guess.

H and I went to a wedding Sat. It was good but H was pretty quiet(not in a bad way) and while everyone was telling me how nice I looked he never said a word.(even after I told him how nice he looked). \:\(
One of my twin Grandsons was the ring bearer and got most of the way down the isle when he saw H and went right over to him and sat in his lap and stayed there.(They are Grandpa's boys) \:D (good thing my son who was best man had the ring).

It was an early wedding so they had an after part at the grooms parents(our good friends). we went home to change in to warm clothes as it is cold up here and were talking about how it wasn't as dressed as we were. I told H i didn't look as nice as i did either and he said oh yes you do, came over gave me a hug and a big kiss and picked me up(until he was about to get a hernia) ;\) It did make me feel better but WOW how they can do about faces. Well at the party (which was outside) it was getting cold and I had a hoodie on with a front pocket and he put his arms around me and his hands in my pockets with mine and held me for a while like that while listening to the band that played. \:\) So all in all a pretty good day I would say and I see a lot more positives than negatives. One thing I know when I have a PMA his gets better. I have to remember though if he is down it doesn't mean that it has to do with me.

JAK

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez