you all will be proud of me. I had a whole e-mail composed to H, re-explaining my position, going on about how the sex was making me re-attach to him, etc, etc, etc. not quite 14 year old material, but way too much. called my friend (the therapist, not my therapist) who promptly had me delete that puppy unsent. lol. hey, it felt good to get it out, even if he never saw it.
took the kids out to play for a bit but a weird thing is happening...I'm having an allergy attack. I'm not one who is prone to seasonal allergies (only cats and occasionally dust set me off). we only stayed outside for an hour or so because of it, but while the kids were running around, I got the garage cleaned out. normally h's domain (he loves to do stuff like that) but I think I did a pretty respectable job. still need to do my home depot run, but will hold off till this week. going to figure out when I'm supposed to drop the fall/winterizing fertilizer and do that, and figure out the shed roof. yep, I am woman, hear me roar.
its getting to be so cold at night here. those of you in colder climates, do you all find it cold earlier in the fall at night in bed? I don't mean lonely, I mean, I'm ready to pull the down out and its only september. I have a thick comforter on my bed as it is, and last night I found myself up in the middle of the night just freezing, having to pull a quilt out to throw over it. apparently the little furance I called my H is going to be greatly missed in more ways than one this year.
but again, I'll make due. I have flannel sheets I can pull out once the down isn't enough, and I suppose I can always find some warmer jammies. H...who needs him?
sigh.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
