I am trying to put myself in the state of mind of having a roommate move in. If I could just treat him the way I treat my friends, I believe I can stabilize my emotions a little better.
I have to hang in there. A total closure on the OW contact could be just around the corner...I feel like it is more possible than ever.
Also, Retrouvaille will be a real benchmark.
The silly thing is that I am agonizing over him moving in, when I have two more weeks without him here. Really, anything can change in that time frame.
I am trying to GAL: working on my resume (H says he would like me to be able to work out of the home a couple days a week, for my own enjoyment, not especially for money), have a dear girlfriend coming to visit in a week, meeting with my pastor and his wife (who are definately supportive of waiting, praying and believing for H to change), and going to see a friend's play.
The Girl
Me: 34 H: 39 M: 11 yrs (7th year was HELL) 3 daughters Survived Affair, 6 month separation Rebuilt marriage Currently stuck