No. A good friend of mine is coming over and staying with then. She has stayed with them a couple of times for five days or more. She has no children of her own, (shes 35 years old), and all my kids love her. She also brings her dog with her, a little jack Russel called Burt, who they all love as well. He is a tart of a dog and spends all night bed hopping!!

She really is a very good friend - she is the one who helped me the time I overdosed,( and only she and my doctor knew about that), and after all the stuff about Chris' affair came out she would come and sleep over with me when he was away on business to make sure I was ok because she knew I got bad in the middle of the night.

I just feel out of sorts really. I guess I haven't completely forgiven him for all the hurt he caused and dates like anniversaries just bring it all back.

I also think I an battling with feeling low after having come off the ante depressants. I know it is a couple of months now since I did that but I think my body is still adjusting.

Saffie


Saffie
me 46
H 46
M in 1986
D20,D18,S16,D13
H's A 01/05 to 07/06
H recommitted to M 07/06
renewed vows 09/06
Going from strength to strength