Thanks, Lwb, for the support.

I still can't get over how I am the one who's feeling guilty for standing up for myself. If I dare to see to my own interests, I am the one who's being selfish.

(Nevermind that I am not the one who wanted this insane situation in the first place.)

Me: 49
WAW: 47
S11, S7
Years Married/Together: 17/18
Bomb: 6/15/07
Separation: 7/6/07
D: 4/3/09

Real love is a decision.
Marriage is a commitment.