I understand. I think the problem is really me slipping. I think the W will loosen up a bit once she feels less anxiety from me and doesn't feel like I'm talking about R, pressuring and pursuing. I get to see the kids 3 times a week. Maybe I can slip in an extra day sometimes when the W is a bit more relaxed towards me. She has always said I can see the kids any time I want. It's just during this period right now she wants the space to figure things out and I will respect that.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.