I was on my knees begging...and you know the rest.

[MissingMyHoney]

Lastnight, nothing happend. W went to bed early as she was tired. I stayed up til midnight and had a lonely blockbuster night. I expect more of this going forward. This morning we got up early. D & I went to Ihop to get breakfast for us and W. We had breakfast together and W went to get a document notorized.

It is probably the D document she went to get notorized. Just as I stated before, I dont want to sign anything that I will regret. I had both soft and hard copy of what I told her about the D. I dont know if you really have to agree or is the court will force you to sign the D document. W didnt mentioned what kind of document she needed to notorized. The D document is the only thing I know that possibly needs to be notorized.

I guess when I am served with a court notice then I know it is so. I think Missouri has a 90 day wait period before a S can do the D document since we are still living together.

W said she applied for her apt. I asked where she will be moving to because D needs to be at her pre-k by 8 am when classes begin. The traffic is very bad coming from the other direction. D's pre-k is right across the freeway from where we currently reside. W said its not important for me to know now. I said its ok. I moved on to do something else rather than making a big deal of it. I am sure OM knows more than me but agian it seems that OM is more important than me. About the huge medical bill that came in, its in my name and only my credit can be ruined if not paid.

I wont mention this bill to her anymore. I will pay it as I feel. But I will elaborate to her that she never paid any of D's daycare expenses within 1 yr or more. So I feel she needs to contribute to pay off this expense.

I can get a loan from my company to pay this off but I am getting an interview Monday for a pretty good job. From what it seems, I am half way in already. I have the interview with the hiring manager. If hired, I will be working from home, 3 2 days trips within 6 weeks for client visits. I will be working as a contractor for Dell until 6-8 months if Dell has an open req I can be placed. If not, I remain a FTE with the parent company. I will be getting close to 6 figures, all benefits paid, company provides hotel stay, meals, car rental, and airfare. Anything else is reimbursable. I am required to do a 4 wk paid training in Springfield, IL.

Which means, W will have to change her shift to 8-5 to pick up D on time. Dont no if she can do this, but I ask why should I worry when I am making so much sacrifices already for D, its about time she does. I will have to talk to her more about this and get her opinion. If offered, prolly my company will do a counter offer but wont meet the 6 figures but will come as close to it as possible given the fact that I completed my PMP course and all that is left is to sit the exam. The company knows I can make 6 figures thereafter but they will do their best for retention.

Thats all for now.