lost in the land of confusion 5 and holding

[Dr LOve]

OK SAffie,Yoyo and everybody else,

I watched the Movie "the Secret" last night on "pay for view" It was really inspiring to me. I can't wait to get back to the book. I am going to record it so I can watch it again. It is not really new. It's is about positive thinking and about how it influences our surroundings. I did have a "vision" when I was watching this. I have NOT worn my wedding ring since my first operation. My thoughts were that Yes on paper I was married but I was not living a "married life" so why should I wear my ring? But then the thought can into my mind that by not wearing the ring I was making or sending the "signal" that my marriage was over.
I put the ring back on last night. It's about the Laws of attraction. How if you want to lose weight you buy that dress that you want to fit in and hang it up where you can see it. Everyday you look at it to inspire you to lose that weight. A study was done on Olympic runners. They hooked up electrodes al over their bodies and told the runners to close their eyes and run the race in their minds. The charts showed the same mussel activity going on as if they were running the race. The mind does not know they were just thinking it.
I live with one of these problems. I lost my leg 3" above my knee. I am always getting cramps or itch on my foot that I DO NOT HAVE. My concuss mind knows the foot is gone but my subconscious mind does not know this. The nerves still run from my brain to my knee and just end. My mind is getting the signals still but does not know it not coming from my foot.
When someone used to call you on the phone you knew they were home. But now with cell phones you don't know were they are. It still sounds the same but they could be anywhere.
I may have gotten of track but my point is that we don't realize what signals we are sending out sometimes. We send out both positive and negative signals. We should always try to send out positive signals. Like my wedding ring. I want to get my marriage back on track but the signal I was sending was I had given up.

Nephartiti,

The hideaway is on kentucky st.

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