Growing up is hard to do

[peaceful_spirit]

My H is such a jerk.

I have a strong suspicion that he wasn't at work yesterday. I had forwraded him an email yesterday from his brother's wife announcing the sex of their baby. He never responded. So when he got home, I asked if he got my email. he said no. Then I noticed jeans and sox rolled up in a ball in the back seat of his car. Now, we all know he's capable of that level of deception.

I didn't say anything until this morning. I noticed that he had logged his laptop in last night. Now, why after spending a full day at work would he come home and check email - ON A FRIDAY! He would not do that.

So, I accused him this morning. He was all nasty. He told me I'm at the height of suspicion right now. I said becuase he is not trustworthy and his words mean zip because all he does is lie. He continued to be nasty to me.

I said, "I can't wait until you'r out of my life so you can stop causing me such misery".

I know it wasn't the wisest move on my part, but I couldn't keep my mouth shut. He's such a f-ing liar. I can't believe he has treated me this horribly. I can't believe I've allowed it for so long.

I'm sad and angry. I just want to smack him (but I won't).

He's going to look at appartments today.