Went out last night.. W was peculiar about what time I was coming home.. very nerve racking.
While I'm out, I get a text from W stating that she was sorry where our relationshiop had gone, but she felt like we would be better friends. I responded that I understood and I'm sure we would be great friends if that's what she wanted. She responded with "I still love you and always will" I responded with the same. She called me and again asked what time I would be home. She then told me to have fun and not come home before 1:00. She told me she was locking the door. I got home ~12:30 and sure enough the door was locked. I called the home phone and she answered.. I asked to be let in.. even though she was just inside on the couch, it took her a few minutes to unlock and open the door!! That's when I think it got ugly.
We talked... she told me she was sorry about things, we talked about different things. She said she was confused, she needed to figure out her life. I told her I understood and that I would wait for her. She wasn't sure about that. I also told her that I would forgive her for anything that she has done. Not a good idea... she still maintains that she isn't having an affair. I told her that at the least she's having an EA. Someone to talk to about our stuff instead of me. She mentioned this other girl, I told her I wasn't even talking to her. She wanted to go for a drive... I didn't want her leaving the house and I told her so. She said she had to get away and didn't want me to be mad at her. She left... I went to bed.
Not sure what time she got home.. she's still sleeping now.
Man I need to learn to shut up and just be a friend.
