I finally feel like I am thinking clearly for the first time in a long time. I am not being ruled / ruined by my emotions and reactions.
Now, the question--
Looking back on the past 6 (10) months, have all of my past actions to date ruined any chances that my H and I may have a future again, someday? I don't want one now, mind you. He is too caught up in what he is doing. I just don't know if I have pushed him too far away.
With my current detachment, would my actions be any different, anyway?
