Was thinking today about stuff that I have been putting off for, well like way to long. Stuff pertaining to taking care of me. I need to get my eyes checked, I am pretty sure that I need to start wearing glasses. Also, I have a few teeth that have been bothering me, I need to get to a dentist. These are both a couple of things I know if I quit putting them off, and just do them, the end result would most likely be (although less money) the quality of my life would surely improve.
Another couple of long term things I should look at are quitting smoking and losing weight/working out.
Put my house back together......put me back together. Will be work, some of it hard, and uncomfortable, but I think in the long run the dividends will be well worth it.
I am putting myself from now on as MY primary concern. What she does is her choice.......I sometimes think that if in 6 months / 1 year I realize these goals.....I may be way beyond wanting any of my old life back. That is not neccessarily a bad thing either.
