As I was reading how you feel rejected, I couldn't help but think that's how God must feel often -- we don't appreciate what He does for us and He waits for us to come to Him, but we stay away.
I'm sorry -- I'm in a weird place tonight and that's just how it struck me. He understands how you feel and He's holding you close, girl. Wish I could give you a hug too. Better yet, I wish we could all show up at *KS*Chick's bonfire :p
