Thanks, GD. Between you, Nugget, and Puddle, I really needed that. Not having to go "home" (the house) tonight, I already feel less stressed. I know I know better, I just snapped.
All that said, there was teeny, tiny plus in this: she's started to really tell me how she feels, often via email and usually negative, but honest emotion. That's new. She did that again today. I validated and didn't blame at all.
She also called me last night and did want to just chit-chat for a few minutes, that was also new (even though I was stupid and didn't see it for what it was at the time).
Puppy dog comment hit home. Had the same thought about myself. Not a pleasant image nor one that I want to project.
Time to go get the girls, join a gym, and try a new chinese restaurant with them.
Have a good weekend everyone,
BD
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Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY