Trying to get WAW back

[DaveJ]

I know Sara. I do appreciate everyone's thoughts. I am just as frustrated with the situation. Unfortunately I am powerless. I just have to wait the W out. Hopefully she'll be appreciative in the end that I stood by her and gave her space to work through her issues.

My W really is a very genuine and down to earth person person. One of the many reasons why I love her. The EA w/ her xBF was complicated. She never had closure with him before we got married. So it was easy for him to just step in at the critical times of our marriage. She knows that she has no future with him and assured me that nothing will happen with him. So I will trust her to that. She is not interested in looking around for other people. That was just an isolated incident. I just need to have faith in her, in me, and hopefully God will see me through this.

I made an appt w/ my doctor next Wednesday. Hopefully they can give me some stuff for my random anxiety. I am so sick and tired of waking up way early every morning full of anxiety and then get random mini panic attacks throughout the day for no reason. I'm not even obsessing over anything sometimes. I really think I'm just having a very hard time being isolated from my W since I am very emotionally attached to her.