Thanx for your kind words Psch. I just replied to you thread with some advice for this weekend for you.
Well we did the swap last night and I think it went well. I was very much the LRT and 180 last night and I had plans for me and my S so we left before he did. However he mentioned nothing about this weekend. He did say he was not going to go to the birthday party with us but I think that is because more and more people are starting to find out that we are S so he does not want to face that just left. From what I hear he is not talking to anyone really about it that I know of and he is keeping to himself except for that ex which I am really not sure how often he sees her really. That could be very casual as well. I am hoping so.
Anyway so now I am stressing about this weekend and what I should do. We really do not have any plans except the birthday party so we will probably be at home. I do know that he brought his Jeep home last night and said he needed to work on it but he was not doing it today because my Mom had to go to my house to get stuff for my S and it has not moved. So I am confused as to why he is waiting. I am thinking he is going to do it this weekend but he knows I am going to be there as well. Could this be a good sign or am I reading too much into it. We have not seen each other really in over 2 weeks. It feels so strange. I did touch him casually a couple of times yesterday and he did not pull away or anything. Also I was changing and our S came in and he was in the hall. Well our S left the door open and I could see out of the corner of my eye that he was watching me.
So do you think these could be good signs or am I just getting myself all worked up to be let down again. I keep doing that but I can not help it. Any thoughts on how I should handle this weekend. I plan on just going with the flow and being very upbeat and have as much fun as I can.
Also I am wondering if my H is staying away doesn't that make him more detached and harder for him to come back. And won't I naturally start to detach as well. How does that all work? I would think that by being apart we are just making it easier to S for good. Of is it that absence makes the heart grow fonder is really true.
