Growing up is hard to do

[peaceful_spirit]

Thanks peeps. I'm having a bit of a hard time today. I know H is just going to go back to OW again. And then i started thinking through the whole parenting plan thing and losing that control of knowing where my kids are at all times.

I hate this Jeckle/Hyde sh!t. That is what makes me crazy. When he's Jeckle (that's the good one, right?) I love him and feel good with him. But Hyde... get his a$$ away from me - FAST! But now I'm starting to think that only Jeckle comes out to play after he's done something wrong. After he's come back from being with the whore, he bends over backwards for me - for about a week.

F this sh!t.