Don't worry about the 2x4 comment--I didn't take your posts as a beating, just some much appreciated info from another angle. And they made me feel TONS better. Really.
I've been working more this week, keeping busy, and trying to focus in on my connection to my spirituality. I truly feel that I am being/will be lead by God as long as I keep myself tuned to listen for his direction, and the busyness of life seems to drown that out...you know? So I've been trying to focus back in on it.
H stayed home from work--sick in bed--yesterday. I seriously cannot remember the last time he did that. I was tired last night, so I packed the kids off to bed early and took the night off too...we just lounged on the bed and watched movies. Two of the movies involved in their major plot lines infidelity, and I think I did a pretty good job of not letting them bother me, but one OW comment did make me cry. H was sweet about it and snuggled up to me. I got over it and appreciated his effort. I can't decide if it was stupid for me to let him see that, or good for him to see that it still hurts sometimes. I guess it doesn't really matter as long as I'm not hanging it over his head all the time.
H isn't leaving for his work trip this weekend.
Well, time to get going--I wish you all a happy weekend.
