Quick note between the Ramadan morter attacks! sounds like you're doing well, or as well as you can. The need for adult companionship is infuriating. You're kind of like me....you probably want to jsut blow the whole thing up, but don't want to push anyone over the edge. I'm not sure what is going on in your W's mind. She must be confused if she is not filing for a D., but still wants to date? WHAT?????
I'm getting emails from a very attractive woman from work, who is very eligible. I write back, but never cross the line. She is very desirable to me as well, and I know what I would do/will do if things fall apart, but I would never just date her (provided I was in the US!) for companionship, although we all get to that point where we no longer want to be unloved or celibate of uncared or or alone, or any of the other shi**y stuff that goes with this horrible way of life.....I don't recognize ANYONE here anymore. Are you really coming up on a year? Wow, I guess so, 10/06!